Finished

This morning I doubled yoga classes and completed my 30 day Challenge... all 30 classes, done!
I work well with deadlines. Give me one, and that's exactly when I'll finish, no sooner, but I'll get there.
I think this has been an incredibly valuable month for me. I'm still processing a lot of things, and I'm struggling with even more, but I've learned about myself and what I'm capable of, and that's something I need to hold on to. Because I can actually accomplish things, if I put all my energies and focus into them, and I can feel good about meeting goals, even smallish personal ones.

Explode

That's exactly what my head has felt like it's going to do since Monday. I'm pretty sure it's going to drive me over the damn edge.

But I WILL finish Challenge. Two classes in the morning... bring it.

Play Time

Basically all I want to do lately (besides all the damn yoga) is play with my phone. Specifically the camera and editing functions. Which is making me want to go out and play with my big camera, which is making me want to buy new lenses so I can make play time even better. I am addicted to beautiful pictures.

I didn't make these original images, but I took the pictures and played with the editing.

From fabulous Etsy store- solocosmo

Vintage photos from the Hell's Kitchen Flea Market

I'm getting my spring creative itch. Hopefully this year it leads to something productive!

Day 27

Challenge update:

I doubled today, bringing me to 26 classes. The plan is to double Saturday and Sunday, and victory!!

Why Am I So Cold?

This is both a literal and metaphorical question.

Also, today was one of my least favorite days, but Team Neurosis passed our audit with a 92. Go Crazies!

And now I'm going to bed, since I need to triple yoga again tomorrow to catch back up. This week's been a bitch.

Tuesday Thoughts

The loss of anonymity is a terrible thing.

The loss of innocence can happen at any age.

Understanding your personality type can change your life.

Yes, you are crazy. But you're behaving in exactly the crazy way people would expect if they understood your personality.

You are not special.

You are better than you think.

Sometimes being selfish is the only thing that will keep you from losing yourself.

What the....

I took a sanity and sunshine day off from yoga, mostly because I wanted to finish 'Gone Girl' and listen to music. I also locked my cat in timeout in the downstairs bathroom, since he decided it was a good idea to go all demon-spawn on the dog. And when I let him out, I found a deer head hanging over the toilet. I have no idea how long it's been there. Does it make it feel better when you pee if you can look directly into the face of something you killed? Do you talk to it? 'Hey there, I ate some of you today, and ... fuck, man, you were delicious.".....?!?!?!?! I really don't know how to respond to this.

So instead, I'm going to play a fun song  and never, never go in that bathroom again.